God is testing me as of late. He’s throwing at me different things from taking care of Brandi, school, finances, the list can go on and on. He’s seeing how I will handle everything and wondering if I will turn to him for guidance and support. And so far I have failed him. I’ve been trying to do it on my own but everyone has their breaking points and I’m reaching mine. So God here goes:
“I’m sorry for not turning to you. I’m a fool for thinking I can handle life on my own. I’m independent and a go-getter but I’m a fool. I can’t accomplish anything meaningful without you. I can’t go on happy in life without you. So God I ask for your forgiveness for my foolishness. Please give me the guidance and the answers I need right now. Help me to always turn to you on a daily basis, not just when times are tough. Please be with Brandi and help heal her. Please give me the strength to be there for her.”
